Originally Published on May 2, 2024
Hi, Taehyung-ah 🤗🤗🤗 How are you? I hope that things are going well for you. I hope you are with the right people who are helping you bring your dreams and ideas to life. I always admire how you’re putting yourself with the best. You have demonstrated your very refined taste in how things can be more beautiful and engaging, which further shows how you’ve known your fans and ARMYS so well. I believe that we’re on the same page when it comes to being annoyed with people who are not respecting our preferences of how to do things effectively.
I think I’ve memorized your facial expressions, particularly from Run BTS and Bangtan Bomb before, whenever you’re demanded to do something that doesn’t align with your sense of beauty and high standard, and how you’re refusing both in subtle and straightforward ways. It's always a pain to have these very noisy neighbors who always surprise me with their new ways of making loud, disgusting, annoying noises after I have already talked to them face to face before, and asked them not to talk so loudly, not to do the dirty catcalling, and not to pry on others’ personal activities.
These days, they’ve been banging the doors loudly to make their disgusting presence known. What a way to be horrible, right? I just thought I’ll be moving by the end of the month anyway, so whether I fight with them head on like the others before, it won’t matter that much since I won’t be around anymore. These neighbor-stalker-hackers were surely thinking like that when they were annoying me and sending me to the police before, despite knowing I was already set on leaving the next day. Such an unnecessary move.
They were just taking revenge on me as their well of money won’t be refilled again. I hate these scammers to the bones. Even now, they’re reacting as I write this. I wonder when I’ll stop making ways to get rid of these neighbor-stalker-hackers. It has been going on for more than a year now and all my relationships, even with you, Taehyung-ah, are deteriorating. I even think repeatedly how I just wish our relationship will end so these neighbor-stalker-hackers will be gone, too. That’s how much I hate them and this situation here. Of course, I love you, Taehyung-ah, and that’s the reason why I don't want anyone to get a ride on this and eventually harm you, like what hackers did during the release of your FRI(END)S.
Even with my little celebration yesterday, annoying people keep pestering me all the time. They were very loud while I was eating. I put my headset on to see if they’d stop making too much noise, and they did, which only showed how they were really purposefully making noise and annoy someone who's already annoyed at them even more. I remember another set of girl-and-gay chatting near me and how they were making allusions to me as I walked past them.
Like always, incompetent women get more scheming and gossipy when they're paired with gays, and look at that stupid woman making her voice louder just to make me hear the dumb thing she had to say about someone wearing white (and I was wearing white at that time. Apparently, her brain got nothing more to say about me and she's just an example of those foolish characters in the books who make noise because they just "want to say something" rather than "have something to say").
I wonder why a lot of these hacker-stalker-neighbors are following me again. They were rejoicing heavily at that time as if a fortune was sent to fund their stalking-gossiping activities. One of them mentioned a previous roommate whom everyone called crazy and how they all left her, and I know she's also talking about me, which was disappointing because out of all these pretend-neighbors, she was supposed to be fair-minded. Another one whom I've also come to like but betrayed me as well feigned calling her friend and saying I still haven’t gotten her confidence (disgusting why I have to do it for her) and that I should get my acting straight because the reality is that I need to suck up to you.
This reasoning is the basis why women are accepted to be behind men (who are actually bigger losers) in this country because even the women themselves think they have to ride on a man to be economically stable. Such an exploitative mindset, it’s disgusting! I’ve read a post about an ugly criminal hitting one of the celebrities I followed before in a pub. See how disgusting men turn out even more disgusting when women fuel their ego by being dependent on them? The outdated patriarchy and toxic masculinity.
This feeds gossiping, maintaining the status quo, and controlling, where women themselves enable, unfortunately. In all my relationships (acquaintance, friendships, family, and now partnership), I always check trust and admiration, both of which bear loyalty. Obviously, what seprates an enemy from a friend is its absence of loyalty and cooperation. Rather than make progress, they just want to steal, kill, and destroy. See, when I ask them to do something to improve, they get worse instead (like just now, they’re banging the doors again!).
“If you can’t see yourself working with someone for life, don’t work with them for a day.” - Naval Ravikant.
Don’t be sad, Taehyung-ah. For sure, you have so many people who love and adore you, who trust and admire you in every way, and who are fiercely loyal and protective of you.
I love you so much, Taehyung-ah. I, and so many of your fans and armys, love you so much. May you never stop believing in that. May you always be assured of our love and support for you and know that when it comes to us, you don’t have to do anything unlike you. May you always find the best in you, or the best way to express your ingenuity in every situation, and be happy and proud. There will always be so many among us who can see how amazing you are in each time. I hope you’ll cut the things, people, and situations that make you sad and obscured. Don’t be sorry for being yourself. Always remember you are always loved. Borahae, Saranghae, Taehyung-ah. 💖💖💖🤍🤍🤍💜💜💜