Originally Published: April 8, 2024
Hi, Taehyung-ah, I don’t know if it’s the coffee’s effect but I’ve been worried about you for these past few days. I hope you’re doing well, but if you’re not, please know I’m always praying for you and I’m always on your side. Even though I’ve got issues about these neighbors and hackers, like always, I’ll still find ways to support you and make sense, and gain inspiration, of all the things happening to either me or you. On my side, I always make sure to do something about each issue as they happen, "face your fears," as they say, and contribute ways to resolve them so it won't take as long to resolve them as when I'm not doing anything. I wonder why there are people who just don't mind disturbing, and even scheming to harm, others. The problem is always with these kinds of people. You know how gossipers can conspire and blame those who aren't doing anything just because they do not partake in such vicious, conspiring community.
Actually, I confronted a group of male neighbors outside the dorm as I went home earlier when they were catcalling (sexually suggestive comments) me. Once again, they did another round of catcalling on me last night. I responded and told them they’re maniac. Then, the disgusting ugly guy threated me in an archaic local language that meant he'll do something to me (the word may also refer to intention of assault or murder). I walked out already so I didn’t hear the rest. It should be recorded in the CCTV, hopefully, if it's capable of recording audio. Rapists should just settle with prostitutes as they’re the only ones who match each other. It’s good to correct what is wrong in the environment as that’s the only way to get things done and to gain progress.
And so, when I went out to go to the church the next day, I confronted the group of men who were just starting to drink and told them to stop catcalling as that's very low, disrespectful, and conniving. When I went home, more men had gathered and an aggressive-looking one was making allusions toward me as I passed by them, but the grandpa in the group scolded them. (Update: Since then, I haven't seen them gather in a group and drinking and I haven't heard them catcalling. I just hope they won't go back to such misdemeanor again.)
I don’t know if they’re the same neighbors living downstairs or beside my room who were talking loudly as I published my personal website with a plan of repurposing my hacking and gossiping content into a series of blog and let the people who know me be aware of what’s happening to me and correct themselves should they find reflection in my writings. Of course, these hacking neighbors are incapable of that. They really don’t want to hide themselves and their hacking crimes, even responding to my letters and writings while they talked.
They mentioned earlier in the morning that they’ll get a lawyer, and they were talking loudly as if they wanted to get the message through to me, or someone upstairs. To get an upperhand, these incompetent criminals aim to file a case first. They think they can play or manipulate the justice system for a long time. These people already know they’re the ones scheming sinister and malicious acts toward their victims, and without reflection, they still continue taking advantage of the situation. Such was what happened to me when my previous neighbors called the police on me because I locked the door and slept with my headset on. They couldn't even admit the scheming they did, playing loud annoying music throughout the day, that led to me having to put my headset on and struggling to sleep. As if part of a plan, they involved the police and caused a bigger commotion for a tiny problem like that, and were laughing afterwards. Recalling the event, the old landlady just showed her sinister intention when she stupidly demanded me to sleep somewhere else in that night. Her Pisces psychopath favored tenant did not even sleep in the house anyway, so why bother waking me up and calling the police over? Most importantly, I was already set on moving out of that rented place the next day, so they only have that night left to get revenge on me.
If all these situations were related and they were berated, then it makes sense why these people whom I assumed were hacker-stalker-neighbors were so angry earlier. One of them even repeatedly asked loudly if I am that very beautiful. (Update: The boys downstairs haven't made such loud talks anymore, and it's funny how the last one I heard from them was a line asking again if I am beautiful. That's funny coming from the rejected guys who were making advances on me🤣 How stupid can they be to think any woman would fall for lowly men using annoying tactics? They must have been asked to leave, so they were talking loudly about this topic, thinking it's a revenge on me.) They court someone else who likes getting annoyed and being disturbed. No one like me would stoop too low to even look at their ugly faces and disgusting, malicious habits and status. It's either they haven't gotten a girlfriend worth the effort, or they gave up because they know they won't amount to someone worth the effort.
100% recommendation: They should learn from you, Taehyung-ah. Handsome, successful, smart, practical, sincere, and with more amazing qualities that earn trust, admiration, love and support from so many people from around the world. There's no need for you to court anyone because you're just very desirable with your qualities alone. Your problem is just going to be about disgusting, insecure people who are riding on you, scamming you, and taking advantage of your sincerity. Don't ever associate yourself with discouraging, despicable, non-sense people, and those who don't have passion, goals, dreams, ambition, and direction.
I don’t know what your fights are about these days, Taehyung-ah, but don’t get stuck by these evil people. Let’s keep looking forward and keep moving forward. Also, I’ll try giving you more helpful greetings. I’ll be posting some of my personal greetings and letters on my newly created personal website (finally, I got one!), but I won’t be deleting any posts ever again and so the writings about these hackers, neighbors, and employers so they can be kept either as evidence or record, in case things get intensified and we go to court someday.
“If it doesn’t challenge you, it won’t change you.” – Fred Devito
No matter what I’m going through, always remember that I love you so much, Taehyung-ah. I, and so many of your fans and armys, love you so much. May you never stop believing in that. May you always be assured of our love and support for you and know that when it comes to us, you don’t have to do anything unlike you. May you always find the best in you, or the best way to express your ingenuity in every situation, and be happy and proud. There will always be so many among us who can see how amazing you are in each time. I hope you’ll cut the things, people, and situations that make you sad and obscured. Don’t be sorry for being yourself. Always remember you are always loved. Borahae, Saranghae, Taehyung-ah. 💖💖💖🤍🤍🤍💜💜💜