Greetings - Great Solitude and Serious Work

Originally Published on July 23, 2024

Hi, Taehyung-ah 🤗🤗🤗 How are you? I hope that things are going well for you. I’m sorry. I’ll be writing this greeting a little bit too early since I’m excited with my new keyboard and OTG. Instead of buying a new personal laptop, I’m thinking of utilizing my phone instead. When I can save enough (or rather, when my credit goes up), I might buy my own personal Smart TV and use it as a monitor as well. Of course, that comes after I purchase your Type 1 photobook 🤩🤩🤩😍😍😍 It’s too sad Weverse doesn’t accept installments. I’m serious, but my hackers-stalkers lady neighbors were laughing out loud. How can such malicious people get the chance to invade my personal, intimate life? Not to mention, there were ugly technicians or drivers next block whom I suspected to be the ones throwing cement fragments on my roof. I wonder if the landlady talked to them since I haven’t heard any cement fragments thrown at my roof so far tonight. Anyway, here’s the quote I picked up today: “Without great solitude, no serious work is possible. - Pablo Picasso.” Woah, for the first time ever, I picked up a quote that explains well how undisrupted focus is essential in life. It’s the Eighth Wonder of the World why undisrupted focus is not a necessity for these people. Although it seems like I’m doing multitasking well, I’m only forced to do it (actually, trained to do it), because of such poor employers demanding too much from their employees and deceiving them of a high salary that was actually good for two persons’ workload. They don’t pay properly for an employee's education and experience, in addition to talent, because they can’t afford them. Going back to the topic, I hope that no matter what kind of chaos is trying to get to you, Taehyung-ah, you can find time to be alone, to encourage yourself, recognize, strengthen and approve your decisions and capabilities, and not be a puppet of anyone else, like how that Inside Out 2 movie manipulates people to be. What’s so wrong with trying to preserve and protect yourself? You can do that properly even without hurting others. I wonder why anxiety is very jolly like joy. I’d rather call her “Friendly”. Anxiety isn’t even a proper emotion, it’s rather a condition, so friendly should also fit in. Why was Envy so cute, too? I’d rather call her “Admiration” (without any negative connotation). They can’t even get the characters right, how can they judge people based on those “emotions”? It’s certainly not the twist I look forward to. I mean, the movie, somehow, is twisted. I have already said a few times before that I don’t want good things to be presented as bad, and I absolutely abhor it when bad things are presented as good. To be fair, the movie is good if I don’t nitpick on the fundamentals. It’s well-received by both critics and audience, too. There’s just no sentiment whatsoever in it, as if it’s just made to be another forgettable box-office success. There’s a certain longing vibe I’m looking for in such movies. So far from the movies I watched since two years ago, there’s “Elemental” that got that wonder vibe, “Garfield” that got that throbbing and adorable vibe, especially in the beginning, and others. Then, there’s “Wish” that got all the twisted, dirty parts. How disgusting and laughable for a Disney Christmas offering with such desperate twisted values 😂😂😂 I don’t like twisted psychology (another capitalism branch), which often twists mo*ral beliefs and criminalizing them so they can generate more customers, rather than going after real criminals. What money can psychopathic, exploitative people get from criminals and prisoners who are also twisted, psychopathic, and exploitative anyway? See if members of the gossip community got education but remain uneducated? They’ll spread that same toxic gossip community through psychology and force you to fit in so they can continue to exploit and ride on you. The key is just be yourself. There’s no need to hide yourself and make yourself low and incapable just so you can remain on the same level as others. You’re meant to excel, grow, realize your full potential, and be confident that there’s a community with amazing people just like you. It doesn’t mean that when a wasp falls to the ground, it’s already on the same level as elephant ants. It doesn’t mean that when you are surrounded by disgusting people (like these hackers-stalkers who have been surrounding me for a long time now), you’re already on the same level as them. You have your own time, but you need to build your way to get there. So, as always, keep a positive momentum, Taehyung-ah. And never ever forget that you’ve got sooo many of us who are always cheering for you, protecting you, and praying for you. Other people, who are losers and disgusting, don’t have that, so don’t put yourself on the same level as them, okay? Be with people who can say a “wow” of admiration to you, not a “wow” of envy and incompetence. I love you so much, Taehyung-ah. I, and so many of your fans and ARMYs, love you so much. May you never stop believing in that. May you always be assured of our love and support for you and know that when it comes to us, you don’t have to do anything unlike you. May you always find the best in you, or the best way to express your ingenuity in every situation, and be happy and proud. There will always be so many among us who can see how amazing you are each time. I hope you’ll cut the things, people, and situations that make you sad and obscured. Don’t be sorry for being yourself. Always remember you are always loved. Borahae, Saranghae, Taehyung-ah. 💖💖💖🤍🤍🤍💜💜💜 (P.S. I found a new way to ditch my part-time job but also not ditch it. As I have already shared with you, they have been my hackers-stalkers who had direct access to harass me while pretending to be students. I feel very sorry since I’ve been spending my nights catering to these ugly Japanese peeping toms and their women assistants (one of those insecure women hacker-stalker assistants made fun of me for not taking a bath as I hurried to open my laptop, fix myself a little, and have our class. It’s laughable that so many Japanese women hackers-stalkers have been taking the same lesson while forgetting that Japanese don’t even take a bath in the morning when they go to work 😂😂😂 There has been a common joke here about that. I know it’s the difference in culture, that they take a bath at night while tropical countries like us take it in the day, but because it’s been the third time that an ugly Japanese woman takes a class like that, I find it a ground to point out the error/s in their logic, culture, and character, too.) These Japanese hackers-stalkers are also very possessive and jealous, wanting all the time of the class to themselves, so when I open another window, they stop talking as if they can see my screen and confirm that they’re spying and stalking me. Such disgusting peeping toms! That’s why, instead of looking at their deceptive, evil faces, I should rather be looking at you and writing you letters while these stupid fake students (Japanese staff pretending as students are trying to drag my account down). I’d rather not waste my time on them. They’re not even paying me properly. That’s because Japan’s economy is already going down. Actually, they’re already hitting rock bottom in years. I always wondered why you don’t have any brand deals in Japan when it was your first Taetae land. That’s just because they can’t afford you anymore. If they don’t pay you well, don’t work with them and be subjected to their World War II, Hitler-way of doing things and making business. Also, I’ve been looking for a new place today. There’s one I visited, but I extremely dislike the neighborhood although the apartment itself looks wonderful. It might even be the most beautiful of all the rooms for rent I visited so far. I got a familiar shiver earlier when I looked at one street where the landlady said was often frequented by those who drink and do karaoke. I know such places are breeding grounds for drug-addicts, too. I really wonder why such places are still not demolished nor raided. Should I go there, Taehyung-ah? I’ve got other options. The one was far from the city while the other is not yet available for viewing. I think it’s encouraging others to pay a reservation fee, so it’s postponing any requests for viewing. You know, people here do monkey business, so I highly discourage you from having any business deal with these scammers. Though the place I’m staying right now might seem dilapidated just like what one of those hacker-stalker students poking fun at me for lacking a proper kitchenette, this place actually feels the most comfortable so far. There’s no noise aside from the occassional loudspeaker from this close neighbor, which they happened to do so on a bad timing (on my birthday) and at other times; this new construction from both sides, which tells me it’s the hackers-stalkers funding them just to disturb me and make me move; and the drug addicts hackers-stalkers shamelessly throwing rocks on my roof at night to signal that they’re reading my letters, watching what’s on my screen, and show violence and aggression when I scold them for being criminals, peeping toms, drug addicts, etc. They couldn’t get into my room because no one can take the double lock away for any stupid excuse like that scam dorm before (convenience before safety? Only criminals would think that way.) As far as I can remember, kindergarten, elementary, and high school students aren’t taught like that, so I wonder why these people turn out the way they are now. Learning by socializing, aka learning from the gossip community, is really the worst way of learning, and educating. There’s indeed more to numbers. I don’t like authoritarian rule, but I can see there are also loopholes to democracy where the majority wins, regardless of how stupid that majority is. Do you think there’s a possibility that a country will be managed like the academe in the decades to come? It would be good if it’s both well-informed and nurturing. By the way, I absolutely don’t mean the academe in Japan 😂😂😂 That country rather wants to kill its citizens. The Boss Baby 2 made fun of Japanese education. They kinda went too far that I even felt sorry for the Japanese 😂😂😂 Japan might close itself to the world again 😂😂😂 I wonder if that movie was funded by the government, or anything).