Greetings - Hackers Are Rapists

Originally Published on April 1, 2024

Hi, Taehyung-ah 😊🤗 How are you today? I hope that you’re doing great and that you’re happy, healthy, and proud. Thank you so much for letting us see you yesterday. We really miss you a lot. Congratulations on a lot of wonderful news and milestones you’ve made these days with your FRI(END)S, your military service that makes so many Koreans so proud of you that every news about it trended on top of Naver (like when you appeared in the audience for the baseball match in the place near your training camp yesterday), and a lot of wonderful continuous impact that your music and brand ambassadorship do  🥳🎉👏🙌 

   Here’s our quote for us today, Taehyung-ah: “If you can create something useful, its reachable audience is essentially limitless – which greatly magnifies your reward.” – Cal Newport 

  Let’s continue to do something good and worthy. Actually, I’ve switched to Chrome last night and changed my system’s DNS to Google (though I can’t seem to do it on Chrome). As you may have guessed already, that’s because I want to keep these neighbors-hackers-stalkers out and it seems Chrome is the best player when it comes to browsing security. I’ve dumped Chrome before because it was employing a global surveillance, but now I finally buy the idea there’s way less risk with Chrome than the harm hackers pose on me and my device. They were acting angry when I did it last night – changed the DNS in my wifi and VPN (and just as I suspected, they were messing with my network settings by assigning me a static IP and DNS so they could easily check where I’m going in the internet), uninstalled Firefox after finding out it was the most easily hacked browser (perhaps on par with Edge, which I already ditched years ago) in a blog that reported the annual hacker competition, and uninstalled other apps that provide remote access to these decaying hackers (I already did that before, but these apps just keep coming back! They must have already messed with my windows updates).

  Obviously, nobody wants a parasite, a robber, a stalker, a hacker – a harmful person – near them, so I wonder why these people keep doing what is harmful and how they couldn’t find any other means to get money than taking advantage of others, stealing from others, and just get a life of their own than being a parasite to them. While I was exploring Chrome’s settings, I felt pity, in addition to disgust, towards these people as they will just stay like that and won’t be able to do something amazing with their disgusting character and mentality. Although Google, Facebook, Apple, and those other billion-dollar giants are definitely doing the same surveillance, they did invent something useful that provide real help and service, not just stalk others and wait to steal something from them, or more stupidly, just hack their neighbors’ devices to see what is entertaining them because they can’t get a life of their own and make themselves happy. 

  I remember my younger roommates back then when I was in their room for just over a week, including those young ladies from the next room who seemed to be their friends, and how, when as I was writing and posting letters to you, they were laughing and reacting, as if seeing them in real time. Just to clarify, I never told anyone about my fan website and fan account, so I know they’re doing disgusting stalking on me when they say something to me that was from my letters and posts. When I transferred my selfies on my phone, they were staring at me longer than usual as I pass by. I just thought back then how ugly and evil people inside out always pry on others instead of improving themselves, or maybe that’s because there’s nothing in them worth improving anyway. When I wrote to you about how I love pop rock, I heard them playing songs in that genre when I went out, and I thought they’re just kids. 

   They really need good guidance, but they should start from not prying on anyone and not disturbing anyone, both of which will surely lead to harming anyone when the circumstance allows for it. That’s why I had the suspicion my previous roommate might have sold me to the men in the flats to be drugged and raped before because she was very prying (it was a bad decision to pay for her internet) and she won’t sleep until I go to bed, sometimes getting very sleepy even though I just had a cup of coffee (might have been drugged), and I often felt very heavy and tired the following day, every single time. She was a party girl and she was even the one who told me that there’s a rape drug.  

   Of course, I wouldn’t want to be raped, nor to have a history of rape (though I was sexually assaulted twice by my mother’s youngest brother (ironic how he was named after our national hero, but he's a Sagittarius psychopath, so it's expected he's a rapist) in front of my siblings – my siblings might be too young to be aware of what was happening, or that it was sexual assault while we were watching TV – when she got sick and admitted to the hospital before). Ugly boys have to force beautiful women, because if they don’t do so, they know they don’t stand a chance. And for girls, it’s so stupid to not be their beautiful self just because they don’t want to get raped. That’s why, the environment plays a very important role, and there is no other healthy environment than the one that is smart and well-educated (it’s “well-“ because not all schooling is “educated” or trained).  

   Oh, I feel very passionate sharing this history. Normally, rape isn’t common in any environment, but I lived in a very poor country (and region in that country) where rape is commonplace. I’ve got three girls – my childhood friends – in my elementary who were raped, two of them by their stepfather and one of them reportedly by the community president’s son, who later committed suicide when people gossiped and told her she won’t have a win if she file for a case. After all, the first thing the police will do is make the rape, or stalking, non-existent while they will stupidly accept tiny, household level problems as if they’re a crime – so incompetent of seeing the conspiracy that stupid people make. It’s already a red flag when more people are going up against just one person, especially when that one person is not in a powerful position, because if that is the case, this majority in my community won’t have the courage to conspire in the first place anyway. If they did so, we wouldn’t have been electing stupid, evil leaders who will kill just anyone in the country. 

  I never dated anyone, and although I was sexually assaulted, there wasn’t any penetration, nor kiss, nor touch, but an uncle getting a boner for me and brushing it on me, literally. As I’ve already shared with that roommate hacker, she and the others might be sad, but there wasn’t any penetration. People who knew me knew that I hate those who are sexually vulgar and disrespectful. I even hate gossiping in the first place, so you have to know I don’t talk about these things a lot, not even in private. To give an example of someone I hated for being vulgar, let me tell you about my brother’s former college teacher – the husband of my mother’s college best friend – who was with us during my grandmother’s burial. You already know I hate gossiping so it’s no surprise I don’t like that supposed-to-be-teacher gossiping about other people with us, but what turned my mood around was when he talked about one of the ladies and asked my brother if she is still a virgin. A thought cross my mind that he might have been paid by these hackers to ask that question. Also, since hackers right now are loudly cheering and reacting, that thought is confirmed. 

  I am proud to tell this to everyone that I am still a virgin and haven’t been decayed and defiled by people who are like these neighbor-hackers who are stalking me for the purpose that they want to get a taste, or at least a look. The girls outside are laughing now, but we know they’ve already lost that treasure. Looking at them, you’ll know a slut when you see it. Also, I thought at that moment in the burial that asking anyone a virgin is like raping them already, and only people who aren’t educated well are the ones who will do that, obviously that college teacher from an unqualified college is uneducated. Obviously, I’ll show him I don’t like him so he shouldn’t talk to me. I asked my brother that we leave and stay away. I was angry with my brother when he subtly told me I was the one who got the problem because everyone hates me. My principle has always been that if I am right and others are wrong, why should I change myself? Just like in that case, these “other” people are in the wrong, and I don’t care if he’s the husband of my mother’s best friend. Why should they expect us to present our best self if they’re not presenting their best self either? They have done me wrong first. 

  See how, while I am writing this, the disgusting men outside are getting louder? If you’re here, you can hear them and their laughing. At least, it’s not coughing-out-loud like they did in the past weeks, and months (I’ve heard of these hackers’ familiar coughing since October, and I bet their lungs might be worse than mine now. They should have listened, and not get super annoyed they called the police on me, when I asked them to get a checkup. Smart people would have understood it’s for the good of everyone). 

  The girls outside are also talking loudly now. I told that hacker neighbor before stupid, disgusting boys who have heard of girls who had been raped would plan their way to also rape and get a taste of them, and think they’re safer in the eyes of the law since the girl has already been raped. My neighbors are listening well. How stupid, right? Of course I am proud because girls who are raped once, or twice, or several times, are still cleaner than sluts and other girls who dated several times, especially if they weren’t serious or they were just partying, got themselves dirtied by boys who may have been rapists. At least, those boys are doing it properly and made an effort to date and get the girl. 

  That sexual assault was absolutely disgusting, so while everyone in the clan wondered I was a very disrespectful, defiant, and hateful toward that uncle, I had a reason for doing so, and I have a reason for punishing those who have done wrong to me. Of course, I’d hate that my mother remarried. If anyone is smart like me, they’d hate my situation, too. That house was always a battlefield, then and even until now. If there’s one thing that maybe I should just be nice in that situation, maybe it’s that my mother did not marry a criminal, be it a rapist, a robber, or a parasite, like what these neighbors/stalkers/hackers are.

  I’ve already told this to a hacker roommate before and when she reacted in a hacker-fashion way of having found out something she can gossip and laugh with others about me, instead of having done her job well of telling you why I hate my noisy, cat-calling male neighbors, why I was being sensitive toward them playing sex songs as if announcing their lust to all the girls nearby, especially that this is a girls-dorm, and why I reported that stalker-driver who followed me around to the police. My previous neighbors took a revenge on me by calling the police on me, too, despite not having a serious report. As long as they can call the police and take a revenge on me, that’s all that matters to their stupid brains. Their brains can’t accommodate the sanctity of the law. I joined a lot of debate competitions before and I had once seriously considered taking up law. But look at these stupid, disgusting people. 

  As for that previous roommate who might have conspired to get me raped, she had been courteous (perhaps despite it not being real) toward me so I always know it’s a little bit unfair to accuse her. Just a little bit because despite her being kind, she’s still a hacker and she’s still prying on me. She even told me I’ve got a lot of red flags, that I’ve got OCD, and because I said people in the South are stupid and criminal, she also said people here are fuckboys (she’s not wrong, I also agree) and that the “prestigious” university here, where both of us are currently enrolling anyway, are not practicing the expected excellent standards (she’s not wrong, again, I also agree). As for the red flags, I always think she and the gossiping neighbors and hackers got more. They’re harmful, illegal, criminal and stupid. As for the OCD, I think it’s just caused by my genius. I really do get too attached about the things I like and I do them over and over again until I earn that undisputable mastery, and so I hate the noise and anything else that disturb my time, peace, and security.

   The hacker-roommate I shared this before said she’d kill anyone if they ever raped her daughters, and though I might say people would understand her if she did so, murder is still not right because the laws have made us smart. I can see how rapists and murderers, as well as those neighbors I got before, don’t treat the law with sanctity. It’s not important that they feel free doing wrong to others and even use the law, the police, army, military, and the like for that stupid purpose. In the Bible though, rapists should be stoned to death (as well as other wrongdoers), because the moment they did horrible, they are already judged, so evil-minded people like them might infect others and contaminate the environment. The people in the South have that stupid mentality, so I can understand why this roommate will have that take as dictated by her culture. It’s a waste because she has gone through smart occupations, which should have debunked her culture’s criminality for better or worse purposes. Although that may sound cold toward her, in my case, I’m just illustrating the stupidity of rape, murder, stalking, and gossiping – which are my foci, and it’s not to target courteous, well-rounded people that hopefully include her.

   I am actually very kind and generous when people are just doing what is right. I don’t unnecessarily and stupidly do wrong to anyone. It’s just a cause of envy for others because I don’t like them and I am definitely unkind to them when they have wronged me. I’m loyal, for better or worse, I mean, if I like them, I truly like them no matter what, and if I hate them, I am also not shy to tell and show them I hate them. I can’t really celebrate April Fool’s, as you can see. I hate foolishness and shallowness, both meaning stupidity. Blissfully, I got another reason why today is worth celebrating. I think though that these hackers will be following me around again today and even shamelessly being loud to get my attention and anger me as they dine in the table next to me, like what they did several times before. These days, though, I need them to keep annoying me so that I can have something to write against them and my anger becomes justified.

I love you so much, Taehyung-ah. I, and so many of your fans and armys, love you so much. May you never stop believing in that. May you always be assured of our love and support for you and know that when it comes to us, you don’t have to do anything unlike you. May you always find the best in you, or the best way to express your ingenuity in every situation, and be happy and proud. There will always be so many among us who can see how amazing you are in each time. I hope you’ll cut the things, people, and situations that make you sad and obscured. Don’t be sorry for being yourself. Always remember you are always loved. Borahae, Saranghae, Taehyung-ah. 💖💖💖🤍🤍🤍💜💜💜