Originally Published on June 4, 2024
Hi, Taehyung-ah 🤗🤗🤗 How are you? I hope that things are going well for you today. I wonder if it's already raining a lot in Nons*an where you're trai*ning. I've read (or watch) somewhere before that it also rains a lot during summer season in South Korea. Is that true, Taehyung-ah? Please be careful not to catch a cold. Change your damp clothes right away. Though the rain is commonly annoying, especially when I have to go out for some errands, I usually get calm and relieved when it's raining. It's cold and the rain is also a nice white noise so I can focus on what I have to do. You also love the rain, right? Thank you so much for your song, Rainy Days. I always love this song. I'm still undecided between Love Me Again and Rainy Days for my most fave song from your Layo*ver.The release period came at a difficult time for me, and I remember just savoring your first official songs as a devoted fan. I can't stop listening to them every day in all my devi*ces. They really have that nost*algic, yearning vibe, that's so like you, Taehyung-ah. Whenever I think how you're often losing what have been important to you because of other people ridi*ng on you and what you have (like these hac*kers-stal*kers right now), I feel sorry for you, Taehyung-ah. I wonder why you still let such suc*kers into your life and why you still make a deal with them and entrust special tasks to them. You don't even realize they're stea*ling what you have.I've wanted to end things with you so that these sca*mmers will have nothing to go after you and so that they'll finally stop mes*sing up with me. Even now, they're loudly reacting and mocking my writings. If only you can hear them too. I wish you'll end them and anyone who has not dealt with you fairly. These people have been so immersed in the gos*sip community, and they're living every moment of their lives finding something to gossip about others, and if they're boys, finding some material that they can be promis*cuous about later on. Or else, why would they be sending me such loud signal that they're waiting and ready, and announcing their disgu*sting presence every time? That was a disgusting situation I faced around the release of your songs and album as I lived next to very disgu*sting neighbors back then. I even suspected that posing Sco*rpio roommate back then had been inviting men in our room when I fell asleep and who knows what they put into my coffee cups that I'd immediately feel tired and sleepy. There were many reasons why I hated that place, and you already know how much I hated their hac*king. The boys who lived above us used to laugh whenever I make funny faces or trying some clothing before, and I wonder how it happened several times they couldn't pass as coincidences anymore. The girls would also talk to me using the words I write in my letters. Such disgu*sting gossipers, aren't they? I've seen several Run BTS episodes and Na PDs shows and the disg*usting way of questions and making comments are just the same. I don't know how common that behavior is in South Korea, but they're a plague here in my politi*cally-centered, poor, une*ducated country, who's always entangled with gos*sip and has no knowledge and understanding of priv*acy. I'm not surprised why the smart, edu*cated, and skillful ones will escape from here and migrate to other countries. Indeed, "Gossip is poison." - Gisele Bundchen. It ki*lls all progress and only promotes incom*petent, sche*ming individuals who came from the same gossip community. They would only do something for show to the goss*ipers and avoid doing what they should do if others aren't in it. I'm disgusted by these goss*ipers-stal*kers-hac*kers, so I picked up another quote, and it's wonderful how it's offering an antidote to the poison of go*ssip. Here it is: "Integrity is doing the right thing even when no one is watching." - C.S. Lewis. The disg*usting ha*ckers will think this will protect them from finding something to be promis*cuous about or steal from their targets, but I want this to be a measure you'll use from choosing the people to serve you in the near future, Taehyung-ah. They won't need to be called out again because they're already doing what is good and proper even without anyone complaining to them. Only profes*sionals can be respectful and trustworthy as this. Cut anyone whom you can't trust, and who has given you a reason not to trust them. You have already cut me off, so I hope you'll do the same to those who actually have bad intentions to harm and sabotage you, Taehyung-ah. Be strong, healthy, and happy because these wolves will continue to devour you as long as you have something they're envious or promis*cuous about. That doesn't mean you should make yourself less and get less than what you deserve to avoid these disgu*sting, riding, and taking advantage scums. Rather, you should be strong so that you can gain the confidence of other strong and amazing people, and you'll soon be surrounded by those whom you can trust and who trust you, and you can easily put these gos*sipers, hac*kers, an*tis, beggars, and psyc*hopaths to where they belong - to the tra*sh bin. I hope we can find what we love to do so we can work on them and not feel it's too unnecessary and a burden (like what I feel about the beg*gar, deceiving and tras*hy comp*anies I'm dealing with part-time these days). Don't mix up what you h*ate and what you love. Don't make friends with your enemies and don't make enemies with your friends. And I definitely hate anyone riding on us. I love you so much, Taehyung-ah. I, and so many of your fans and ARMYs, love you so much. May you never stop believing in that. May you always be assured of our love and support for you and know that when it comes to us, you don’t have to do anything unlike you. May you always find the best in you, or the best way to express your ingenuity in every situation, and be happy and proud. There will always be so many among us who can see how amazing you are each time. I hope you’ll cut the things, people, and situations that make you sad and obscured. Don’t be sorry for being yourself. Always remember you are always loved. Borahae, Saranghae, Taehyung-ah. 💖💖💖🤍🤍🤍💜💜💜