Originally Published: May 14, 2024
Hi, Taehyung-ah 🤗🤗🤗 How are you today? I hope that things are going well for you. I’ve come across this promising quote: “I planned my success. I knew it was going to happen.” – Erykah Badu. I think it’s quite common to find people in my country being surprised to hear about someone’s success. I have even thought that it's something that happens by chance, like some sort of luck or extra blessedness, in addition to talent, skills, hard work, right timing, and constantly being on the lookout for open doors. It’s hard to reconcile how success can be planned with all the disturbances and scheming that we meet every day that disrupt our focus and block our plans, as if they’re coming from some evil who have come to know about our activities and then come to “steal, kill, and destroy”.
Like what the Barbie actress said, it’s not an overnight success. Whatever you do, especially if you’re going to put so much time, effort, resources, money, and other forms of investment in it, you should make sure it is going to give you the results that you want, that’s it’s going to give you success.
Anything that you leave up to chance is more likely going to be a disaster. As you know, I’m going to move to a new place where these neighbor-stalker-hackers can’t come and disturb me. For several months, I gave chances to the places where I’ve rented before because they seemed reasonably priced (actually, they’re cheaper upfront, but you’ll end up paying more later and the surroundings are just noisy. You can even hear peeping toms reacting, and they’ll resort to catcalling when you get out). As expected, they’re just another scam. I’ve never been a fan of half-hearted decisions. I’m the type who’s so strong on my beliefs and preferences, but since I’m in a situation where I couldn’t afford it, I thought I’d make do. It never works out. It’s time to get rid of annoying people and the environment again.
When you stay in such a decaying, corrupted crowd and environment, you’ll become like them: harmful, incompetent, nonsense, truly insane who’s got no empathy and peaceful cooperation with others. No one deserves any exposure to such criminal, fearsome evil, and be tortured by them on a daily basis. Looking back, I’ve never been in such a situation like this before. I know these stalkers will be following me again. The landlady already said the boys downstairs are also moving out on May 18, and she even compared me to this disgusting, disturbing person who did not complain about the scam. He’s mostly involved in it anyway, like many of these other roommates. Just now, he had made a loud bang of the door to announce his disgusting presence. Such serious stalking behavior. They already got a daily chance to watch me and also got paid. It’s a convenient and well-paying job, so obviously they’ll follow me everywhere to keep it while not even trying to improve how they should deal with me.
One of the jobs I applied to before kept contacting me for like 20 times and pleading me to take their exam. I know it’s one of these hacker contacts, trying to see the difference of my level of intelligence compared to the hackers they have employed. I took it to observe how they’ll go with it, and hilariously, in a classic stupid-scheming-hacker fashion, the items are full of alluding to my current activities and complaints to these hackers in my letters, like moving away (to a new rented place), leaving or dropping out of school (they must have wanted me to drop out of my master’s and they did not even care how it’s because of all their construction noise and their loud talks and allusions in coffee shops, the dorm, and anywhere I study that I got disrupted to do my schoolwork), making fun of missing deadlines, ending in precarious position for not having negotiated, worsening knee pain (making fun of your PTD where you still participated in the choreo despite your doctor’s advice), corroborating the criminal story (they’re mad at me for detailing the event when those hackers-neighbors schemed against me by calling the police on me), feminism and racism, and they’re even proud to mention how they’re using technology to do hacking and stalking, then alluding again to my plan on writing a memoir and a book on these hacker-stalker-neighbors. Aren’t they just very sinister, Taehyung-ah? Don’t work with these kinds of people who play on you and do tricks on you. Don’t trust them. They’ve actually given you a reason not to trust them already. Don’t be entangled by such degrading, decaying people, as they will steal your success from you.
You’ve come so far in your journey, you’ve worked so hard. You should keep the fruits of your labor, protect them, and don’t let anyone with evil interests get a ride on you and scam you. You’ll continue to thrive in the future, but it’s important to stay where your bliss, talents, and competences are. They’re the ones that will give you real earnings and support you (and the people whose trust and admiration you’ve earned) for a long time. The right people and environment you have now will determine your tomorrow. Don’t settle for anything less than you deserve. Keep your preferences.
I love you so much, Taehyung-ah. I, and so many of your fans and armys, love you so much. May you never stop believing in that. May you always be assured of our love and support for you and know that when it comes to us, you don’t have to do anything unlike you. May you always find the best in you, or the best way to express your ingenuity in every situation, and be happy and proud. There will always be so many among us who can see how amazing you are each time. I hope you’ll cut the things, people, and situations that make you sad and obscured. Don’t be sorry for being yourself. Always remember you are always loved. Borahae, Saranghae, Taehyung-ah. 💖💖💖🤍🤍🤍💜💜💜