Originally Published on March 27, 2024
Hi, Taehyung-ah đđ¤ How are you today? I hope that youâre doing great, and that youâre happy, healthy, and proud. Iâm sorry my greetings and are gearing toward a defensive, fighting stance. As I told you, Iâm not doing this just for you anymore, but for myself as well. I think I should have done it a long time ago. You have to know that I was careful not to spread any negativity on you and get you affected with the negative things that my toxic neighbors, stalkers, hackers, and housemates have been bringing in my life. Itâs wonderful that youâre stronger and more fierce than I thought and that youâre just very capable of turning your adversities around into your strengths. I really love that.
For today, hereâs my motivational quote for us: âWhere the bees suck honey, the spiders suck poison.â â Spanish proverb. This is just another version of the quote Iâve already shared: âWhilst some people inspire, others conspireâ (sharing this again because I love this quote and I want to destroy these paid hackers who are conspiring and laughing, so they should read it again if theyâre not stupid).
Itâs about scheming, gossiping people who are like the spiders who weave a web of trap to catch their targets. Iâve been a target of my neighbors and hackersâ hostility and conspiracy for a very long time now. Theyâve been saying the same things to me as if theyâre following a script, called the police for a stupid reason (I locked the door) where they could have simply communicate with me (but why indeed will they do that if they just want to ruin my reputation and security?), got the landlady yelling at me and taking my locks out, blocking my job opportunities, directing me to scam jobs and businesses, sabotages my time be it at coffee shops or anywhere when Iâm working or doing schoolwork with their purposeful loud voices to make me hear their comments to what I wrote about them in my letters. Obviously, these people donât know theyâre just riding on me, theyâre just paid, and â the most elementary thing â that hacking and stalking is not right in the first place.
In case itâs a separate hacking incident, Iâve been getting a lot of scam job offers again today, which is very odd, as if these hackers, or maybe the employers Iâve applied to, have been stalking me and monitoring me like what they are doing to other applicants. These people canât afford ethics, so how can they afford career, or business, longevity? My neighbors keep reacting funny to my writings, too. I donât why they canât help but give me the signal, or the threat, by banging something just to let me know they know I am writing and pointing out their back jobs. I wonder if thereâs a tool for ordinary schoolboys and construction workers to hack into and stalk other peopleâs devices, in case itâs a separate hacking incident.
The bottom line is that itâs none of their business, but because itâs interesting, they want to see it and get a ride. And because I let them see I hate their scoundrel behavior, they understand they canât benefit from me so they start sabotaging me instead. I remember that previous roommate from the South who threatened to kill me when I was writing to you about her. She then told me to catch a bigger fish and not bother writing about her. Because she was one of those who joined in the conspiracy to harm me, I wanted to tell her, "How was it to get a taste of your own poison, old hag gossiper?"
The fact that she was reacting to me and was angry at me showed she was indeed stalking me or else how would she know I was writing about her if she wasnât a disgusting beggar paid hacker? Sheâs a Muslim Aries, by the way, so obviously she had to threaten to murder anyone at the moment they displease her, regardless whether theyâre providing for her or not. And sheâs the reason why I was writing about arrogant fire signs last year. What a coincidence, too, that it was around the release of âElementalâ, if you can remember. If I hadnât been threatened to be murdered by that Muslim fire sign with her poor family of sponsored terrorists in the South, I might have been able to enjoy the movie.
I know everyone has their own weirdness, as they should if theyâre healthy, smart human beings. Clyde Kluckholn has a smart way of putting it: âEvery human is, at some time, like all other humans, like some humans, and like no other humansâ.
But that Muslim Aries was reading Latin prayers, or to be exact, incantations and spells! That looks so funny to the educated, wealthy world, and to her poor, beggar, world, that looks blatantly evil. For someone like me who believes in God, incantations and spells are the worst, and if ever they exist, they must surely come from evil sources. Also, whenever I wrote letters to you, sheâll play loud songs by the disgusting, scheming, sub-standard singer Taylor Swift, which I had also told you I hated. Thatâs why I got really irritated every time I wrote you letters, to the point I just didnât write at all. And how would she know I hated Taylor if she wasnât a paid hacker. My new roommate who was also from the South, the same rural Muslim area, was often singing, too, so inconsiderate as if she didnât have a brain thatâs capable of understanding that her roommates were sleeping, or trying to sleep. Stupid, unrighteous people really do have the same mentality.
If only I was a rude, disrespectful person to my elders, I would have told that old 40-year old Muslim Aries hag sheâs a loose loser. She must have turned 40 already since itâs Aries season now. Ah, that ugly, black, antagonistic Sylvia must be around the same age, too. Sheâs an old hag, too, whoâs afraid of being outcompeted by a new talented writer in her team. She must also be a disgusting psychopath who has to do the scheming to keep her position because those who have more will go to great lengths, even to murder others, to keep what they have. Sounds familiar, isnât it? Now I think I know why psychopaths have that murderous mentality.
I hope you are surrounded by people who are good for your health, Taehyung-ah, who are sucking you sweetness and prosperity, and not weaving traps to poison you. Those people who are incapable of competing with you as your equal will rather limit what you can do either by sabotaging you, demotivating you, criticizing you, undermining your skills, or if you still choose to pursue your passion, theyâll just spread rumors and gossip about you and disturb you with the best of what theyâre capable of. Itâs a sorry thing thatâs the only talent they have cultivated and itâs an unfortunate thing that sabotage and ability to bring harm is still called a âtalentâ. Teaching others to inspire, rather than conspire, is like teaching them how to be good. I think, now, that only the capable people can definitely be good, and what should be done with the bad is to weed them out so they canât corrupt the good seedlings, and so that the plants can grow properly and strongly.
Talent canât be stolen, and though you wonât be able to see the fruits of your labor now, just keep moving forward, Taehyung-ah. Keep weaving honey. May you always find an inspiration wherever you go, and equally important, may you also find strong, loyal allies in every step of the way.
I love you so much, Taehyung-ah. I, and so many of your fans and armys, love you so much. May you never stop believing in that. May you always be assured of our love and support for you and know that when it comes to us, you donât have to do anything unlike you. May you always find the best in you, or the best way to express your ingenuity in every situation, and be happy and proud. There will always be so many among us who can see how amazing you are in each time. I hope youâll cut the things, people, and situations that make you sad and obscured. Donât be sorry for being yourself. Always remember you are always loved. Borahae, Saranghae, Taehyung-ah. đđđđ¤đ¤đ¤đđđ